I cannot look at him without seeing you, and he's even starting to do that one eyebrow raised look you sometimes give. I am still battling with your side of the bed being empty and not waking up to sports center on the television. I miss watching you stare at our son with the utmost admiration, I miss the "whats for dinner?" when we've yet to eat breakfast, I just plain miss you. I love you always and forever and am dreaming of the day when our family will be permanently together.